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Stop Staring At MeStop Looking at Me/PCOS
You sit there and stare at me. Who are you to judge me? You have no clue how I got to this point. You have no clue why I have this fat on me. You don't know what it's like to try and try and try And NEVER shed a pound.

You don't know what it's like to get a phone call from the doctor, The call that explained it all. "The blood tests are back, We're sorry it's Polycystic Ovary Syndrome, PCOS."
You don't know what it's like, To stare down at your body and hate yourself, Or know what it feels like to know it'll never fix it Stop Staring At Me
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Tue Oct 20, 2009, 10:58 PM

I want a new camera. Until I get a new job this isn't happening and it makes me sad. I enrolled for next semester, no art classes *tear*. Social Psychology, Learning and Memory (psychology, British Literature 1795-1950, and Poetry 2 (shoot me now). I still have to find one more class since that only puts me in 12 hours, but it's a start. I'm in a poetry class now and have to write tons of poems, bleugh, so not my thing. Also, I need to post some of my poems up here. Why haven't I done this? I think I will now.

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Mood: Lazy
Listening to: Nick go on and on about his computer
Reading: Catching Fire
Watching: Nick build his new computer
Eating: Ghiradelli Chocolate Carmel Squares
Drinking: Water

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I'm me, what more do you people want?

I want to be a writer, but I'm not sure it will ever happen because it's so time consuming. I barely have time to do 10 page short stories for Dr. Logan's class.

I don't make friends very easily because I'm judgmental and stand offish. Also, after years of bad friends I have kinda stopped trying so hard to please people. I don't try hard to keep a friend if they are dead set on making me be the one to do all the work in a relationship. We are either friends or we aren't. Once we are friends I am really loyal. I am a very protective person. I hate people who pretend to be your friend, but in reality they will stab you in the back.

I hate tornadoes, funny thing is I live in Oklahoma.

I like soft things, like my dog Jake and the pillow I made in art with Mrs. Hix. (EL Gobstoppe).

I can't stand it when people chew with their mouths open. I have to leave the room sometimes.

I can never pick a favorite color, because I love all colors. Literally, all colors, purple, gray, brown, olive green, name it and I probably have called it my favorite at least once.

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Current Residence: Oklahoma
Interests: Writing, photography, drawing, psychology, friends
Favourite genre of music: Pretty much anything except country.
Favourite artist: On DA: LostMyFangs
Favourite poet or writer: Holly Black, Laurell K. Hamilton, Meg Cabot, Tim O'Brien, and more.
Favourite photographer: On here: pretty much anyone in my favourites.
Operating System: Vista... sigh
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano
Skin of choice: Mine?
Favourite game: Nerts (yes, a card game)
Favourite gaming platform: Wii
Favourite cartoon character: Zim
Personal Quote: I am kayak hear me roar!
Tools of the Trade: Colored Pencils, A Camera, and something to write on.

AIM: Kill The FlagMan

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~spatial-anomaly Nov 19, 2009, 8:01:54 PM

Thanks for the fav!

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"I must learn to love the fool in me... the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries."

~In-with-a-bullet Nov 19, 2009, 6:58:02 AM

thanks so much for the fave

~PeacockSupreme Nov 18, 2009, 7:29:07 PM

Thank you so much for your watch.

~Kyradis13 Oct 26, 2009, 7:50:50 AM

thanx for the fav

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~dozza-xx Oct 24, 2009, 8:37:11 PM

Thank you very much for the fav!! (:

~Uchiha-Tracker Oct 23, 2009, 8:06:20 PM

thx for the fave :3

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~lostinoccence Oct 23, 2009, 8:16:40 PM

You're welcome.

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And then I asked myself: How does one increase page views? (Thanks to 0goldfinger0 for the idea)

~xxalainaxx Oct 23, 2009, 8:04:12 PM

thanks for the fave

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Louis: Are you the devil?
Lestat: There is no devil.
Louis: But that is what the devil would say!
-Louis has a point.
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